“Frost at Midnight” and the Giving of Hope

Frost at Midnight, moonlightPart Two in the Series on “Newness”

Last night within the quiet dark of my room, I marveled at night sky alit from reflected snow through my own frost bespeckled window. My awe only grew as I leaned suspended over the crib, watching my sleeping babe breathe gently. I couldn’t help but think of one of my favourite poems, “Frost at Midnight” by the Romantic poet Samuel Taylor Coleridge (which I cite in full below for your enjoyment, too). And I couldn’t help but marvel at how God’s face must be apparent in that of a baby … the incarnation of Hope … and indeed, as I ride the wake of Christmas now into the New Year, I do not wish to lose sight of the face of God as a child, nor God in a child’s face.

I place this sticky note, bright orange touchstone amidst the dim clutter of my workspace:

Lord – Help me see the God face in each of us. Amen.

The God face that spurs me on to compassion, to forgiveness and mercy. And, most wonderfully, to love. The God face that shines on all I create as a co-creator. For if imitation is the highest form of flattery, how best to complement my God than to imitate His incarnation of such Hope?

And this gift of Hope is the gift, the legacy, I most want my children to take into the new creating of the year ahead, the life ahead, from the foot of the Tree.

The Frost performs its secret ministry,
Unhelped by any wind. The owlet’s cry
Came loud—and hark, again! loud as before.
The inmates of my cottage, all at rest,
Have left me to that solitude, which suits
Abstruser musings: save that at my side
My cradled infant slumbers peacefully.
‘Tis calm indeed! so calm, that it disturbs
And vexes meditation with its strange
And extreme silentness. Sea, hill, and wood,
This populous village! Sea, and hill, and wood,
With all the numberless goings-on of life,
Inaudible as dreams! the thin blue flame
Lies on my low-burnt fire, and quivers not;
Only that film, which fluttered on the grate,
Still flutters there, the sole unquiet thing.
Methinks, its motion in this hush of nature
Gives it dim sympathies with me who live,
Making it a companionable form,
Whose puny flaps and freaks the idling Spirit
By its own moods interprets, every where
Echo or mirror seeking of itself,
And makes a toy of Thought.

But O! how oft,
How oft, at school, with most believing mind,
Presageful, have I gazed upon the bars,
To watch that fluttering stranger! and as oft
With unclosed lids, already had I dreamt
Of my sweet birth-place, and the old church-tower,
Whose bells, the poor man’s only music, rang
From morn to evening, all the hot Fair-day,
So sweetly, that they stirred and haunted me
With a wild pleasure, falling on mine ear
Most like articulate sounds of things to come!
So gazed I, till the soothing things, I dreamt,
Lulled me to sleep, and sleep prolonged my dreams!
And so I brooded all the following morn,
Awed by the stern preceptor’s face, mine eye
Fixed with mock study on my swimming book:
Save if the door half opened, and I snatched
A hasty glance, and still my heart leaped up,
For still I hoped to see the stranger’s face,
Townsman, or aunt, or sister more beloved,
My play-mate when we both were clothed alike!

Dear Babe, that sleepest cradled by my side,
Whose gentle breathings, heard in this deep calm,
Fill up the intersperséd vacancies
And momentary pauses of the thought!
My babe so beautiful! it thrills my heart
With tender gladness, thus to look at thee,
And think that thou shalt learn far other lore,
And in far other scenes! For I was reared
In the great city, pent ‘mid cloisters dim,
And saw nought lovely but the sky and stars.
But thou, my babe! shalt wander like a breeze
By lakes and sandy shores, beneath the crags
Of ancient mountain, and beneath the clouds,
Which image in their bulk both lakes and shores
And mountain crags: so shalt thou see and hear
The lovely shapes and sounds intelligible
Of that eternal language, which thy God
Utters, who from eternity doth teach
Himself in all, and all things in himself.
Great universal Teacher! he shall mould
Thy spirit, and by giving make it ask.
Therefore all seasons shall be sweet to thee,
Whether the summer clothe the general earth
With greenness, or the redbreast sit and sing
Betwixt the tufts of snow on the bare branch
Of mossy apple-tree, while the nigh thatch
Smokes in the sun-thaw; whether the eave-drops fall
Heard only in the trances of the blast,
Or if the secret ministry of frost
Shall hang them up in silent icicles,
Quietly shining to the quiet Moon.

6 Responses to ““Frost at Midnight” and the Giving of Hope”

  1. Deborah Avila January 15, 2013 at 7:40 pm #

    Carolyn, I can’t fully imagine or assimilate what a mother feels in the very orb of her being as she seeks to decode the pure love of Christ which is Charity since I’m not privileged to be a birth mother. However, I was highly blessed to have had my youngest sister when I was ten. This bestowed on me an awakening to God’s perfect love through her pulsating purity in her presence and arrival. I had the choice privilege of practically raising her due to external situations that kept me at home. Watching her sleep was a sacred communion with God so, I understand your awed sentiments and, lean toward Coolidge thoughts as a “secret ministry” we can have with a child or another human that was created in his image–like you! Blessings to you and yours,
    A faithful follower to your writing and righteous endeavors ~
    Deborah
    P.S. I always look forward to your posts~ thank you sincerely.

    • carolyn weber January 18, 2013 at 3:22 pm #

      Thanks Deborah for your words and kind wishes! I am very close to my younger sister too. It’s an incredible bond women can have as well.

  2. Sarah Ristine January 16, 2013 at 12:13 am #

    I needed to read this today. What a wonderful reflection and reminder to me of all that Christ is calling me to in my own ministry as a Christian woman/mother! Thank you.

    • carolyn weber January 18, 2013 at 3:22 pm #

      You are such a great example of that to me, friend :)

  3. Gloria Calhoon January 17, 2013 at 11:38 am #

    Lovely, lovely post and poem. You are such a blessing. Thank you.

    • carolyn weber January 18, 2013 at 3:23 pm #

      You are, too. Thanks Gloria!